Juno is having trouble getting to sleep. I think by trying to solve one problem (weight), we've introduced another - associating breast with falling asleep. Which, to a point, is OK. But I can't feed her all the time, and she gets so upset if she wakes when moved into bed. It's breaking my heart to see her distressed by the world I've created for her, and I feel like I've failed her by introducing this "crutch" for sleep.
I am still struggling with trying to be the person I think I need to be - the mother I think I need to be. I need to be stronger - when all I feel is so fragile.
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